Today there was this malay fellar who cut my queue
He cut my queue nevermind you know. You know what he did later?
Later another fellar cut my queue. Then that malay fellar who was infront, told him don't cut queue.
Hah. Hypocrisy at its finest. Damn wtf.
1. Get a tripod.
2. Return that retarded harddisk to Seagate for warranty replacement.
3. Find Raveen.
4. Get a new pair of earphones. Current one busted. Never knew life would be so uncomfortable without it.
5. Find Kington. Have brainstorm session.
Need to stop sitting at home.
Need to do something productive.
Yada yada.
My dad always say life is wayy much harder than this.
And that when he was my age, he was doing way more things than me sitting my ass here all day at home.
I feel guilty for that. I really do.
and he always said in reality, this this that that.
Like as if I'm living in my own ideal world.
Yeah I guess my biggest weakness is being idealistic. I need to learn how to get real. See real. Feel real.
I've never really been thrown into a position of severe stress and tightness. Like some people work all day and even in their sleep they are thinking about tomorrow's work. Pressure 24/7. I think these people learn alot. Time management, learn how to do things quickly/efficiently, focus, perseverance. Hearing stories from my friend Vee who studies in HK, his student life there very work-oriented. I feel inspired by his stories actually, inspired by him himself. He went through all that and manage to get good result in the end.
Even in the past, I hear stories from other people. Like some students in high school they have school, tuition, homework, ko-ku or sports, piano, etc. Listen also feel scary. I'm sure my dad prolly had that kind of thing before when he was young, being in a poor family and all. One funny thing going to uni is I'm actually doing a reverse turn; uni life is much more relaxed than A-levels.
The thing is, I've never had that kind of tight life before. I feel like I'm missing out, a lot. Of course working so much till you don't have time for yourself is bad for health and personal devt. maybe (no time to reflect on self), but you learn damn alot. The experience is massive.
Am I lucky or unlucky?
The question mark is now the least important punctuation online.
why.
donno.
what dunno.
i think ur gay.
what.
yep.
why.
donno.
what donno.
shit i jizzed my pants.
what.
how.
donno.
what donno.
Why the fuck is Transformers on the top of box office performance.
I simply don't understand this world.
